Freeing Finality:

  It's done. You're done.The sealed envelope. Firmly pressed lips. Unchanging brutal reality. Depleted energy levels. A half-hearted search for the memory of hope. And that's it.


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(Book ref#1)

  You tell yourself you need a moment. The moment turns into a day.You shut your windows, lock the door and turn the lights off. You crawl under the covers and will time itself to stop.

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(This is me pretending that I'm a diversified person who listens to all types of songs.)


  The world catches up with the best of us. It happens. And it happens all the time.


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  If death were music it would be your heartbeat.Fading when you're occupied and hammering against your skull when you least want it to. But always there.
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  If depression were a dance it would be your breath. Overlooked and underestimated. Shallow and small. Escaping but not leaving. Never leaving. But always there.

  If souls were visions they would be smiles. Bleeding and broken and thoroughly chewed from over-thinking. Fleeting and fake and reserved. But always there.

  The cause of some -if not all- of our problems is the notion of their tremendous impact upon our lives.


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(When you can't find any image of the quotes you want and you have to type them.)

  An unexpected result and you're stuck in denial , blaming everything from the examiner to the weather.
  A rejected acceptance letter to your favourite university and you decide that you will surely die of hunger.


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  A jaded reply from a friend and you start a screamfest about how she's drifting off.
  A derailing attempt at constructive criticism by your teachers and you pronounce their malice.

  True, everything is connected.The hurt of accumulated years can drag us down in a beat ; every reaction starting a chain reaction that can lead to millions of alternate possibilities.


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(That moment of complete bliss when you finally find an appropriate k-pop reference.)

  But to assume that anything as temporary as an opinion in a world as fickle as ours will forever taint our future is wrong.

"To pretend is to be."
-Maven Calore 
(Book ref#2)

  Nothing is final.Nothing is decided.
  Nothing is done because being done is impossible.
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  You believe with such intensity that things aren't working out for you that even when they do you don't even register it , much less have the strength to rejoice their occurrence.

  Yet finality is not a lie.
  In some cases it is undeniable.

  However, to believe that you don't have a future based on the musings of a person who has never seen you for what you actually are is plain stupid.

  These are mistakes that we all make.
  These are mistakes that we are all allowed to make.

"Maybe I am making a mistake. But it's mine to make."
-Daniel Bae
(Book ref#3)

  Finality should not be associated with lives being stripped of wonder and summers of happiness. Neither should it be associated with happily ever afters and luxurious apartments.

  The worst and the best thing about nature is that it will never yield to us.Time will not slow down when you're having the worst day.But neither will it gather speed when you're watching your favourite movie.
 It will always move on though and it will always drag you along , regardless of your desire for it to. It will wash away memories of both laughter and tears.

"Nothing is decided. Nothing is final."
-William Herondale 
(Book ref#4)

 Finality is invisible and there's no way for any human to know your ending.
 Finality is wild and all you can do is to try to control it.
 Finality is free so stop trying to cage it.


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    1. Such a lovely dose of pettiness. Always refreshing , your lot.
      Thanks love <3
      I'll make sure to write more like these!
      Sincerely from a person who's trying to spread positivity in a world corrupted by people like you.

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    2. Great relpy, dudde.
      And i love this post!

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